Cathy. 17. In a relationship. Soon to be college student. Recovered (recovering?) bulimic and a healthy weight. These are the basic facts... x

heckboy:

“You’re depressed because you don’t have God in your life”

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Eugh!  How is a recovered bulimic-anorexic supposed to go on a legitimate diet without slipping into disorder once again?  Honestly, this started with me going on a raw vegan diet for a month or two, now two months on I’m eating 3000 calories one day and ONLY coffee, tomatoes and carrots the next.  But tomorrow, I WILL eat breakfast, and I will eat dinner.  I’m getting really self conscious now.  My boyfriend actually weighs the same as me and he has more muscle than me and is the same height as me… Basically I have more fat than him.  And after this discovery I decided to lose a stone. Not sure how much I’ve supposedly lost so far though, but probably not a lot.  I haven’t weighed myself for ages as I’m still too scared to find out.

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